Thursday, April 14, 2005
WOW! Well, Smev posted a comment on my recently new Xanga site, and linked it to a site w/ webshots pix. Some of those pix included a "special someone" from the past, but one who will ALWAYS hold a very special place in my heart. When I first looked through them, I got a bit teary-eyed, but then began to smile. I just thought of how he will always be MY bball star, and I will never, ever forget him as long as I live. Yeah, it really broke my heart to see him leave and go so far off to college, but next year, I won't be very far anymore. (He's in NY, and I'll be in Erie, PA.) So, maybe, if I get the chance to travel a bit, I'll try and find him. **plans evil plot** *lol* Aight, I have to go, but I'll be back soon, I promise! Luvs to all!
Friday, April 08, 2005
Last afternoon/evening was really interesting! First, I did alittle homework, then ate dinner(Beef Stroganoff-YUM!), then cleaned & packed for about an hour and a half. Then, mom came home from work. We had a very interesting chat. About prom, finals, graduation, moving, college, and even my NON-EXISTANT love life! It was a bit crazy for awhile afterwards. I got upset for all the stupid crap she wanted to know, but didn't need to know, and then she got mad b/c I was mad, and we haven't talked since! Not a big deal though, she always forgets those kinds of things, so by tonight it should be okay again. The ONE thing that really set me off more than everything else was when she asked me why I've seemed so stressed out lately. I kinda had a fit, and explained that I have A LOT on my mind right now; between school, moving, and college coming up, I've just been going through a rough time inside my head, and I'm kinda driving myself crazy about all of it. I just need time to work it all out, and clear my head. So, I then decided, that even though today is friday, and I should have fun, I'm probably just gonna lock myself in my room for the evening, and scream my head off about everything thats been going on. Well, I'm gonna go now, and I'll talk ya all on monday.
^*Luv always, Me
^*Luv always, Me
Thursday, April 07, 2005
I have sssooo many things going on right now! Between moving, packing for college, work, and school. my life is A MESS! I just have so much on my mind. I seriously wanna give someone else my brain for just one day so I don't have to think! I'm driving myself nuts over almost nothing. Smev knows what I mean, we discussed this on the phone last night. CRAZINESS!! Well, I have to go, but hopefully blog again soon.