Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Wow! It's been quite the nite/day! First I get the WORST news of my life!(NEVER thought I would EVER hear that!) Then, MORE BAD NEWS! ...Don't really feel like explaining details; but all in all; IT'S GETTING WORSE! I mean; the more I think about it all(CAN'T STOP!-obvioulsy!), the more mad/upset I get; and the more I just wanna die! ...In SOME WAYS, I wanna go home! NOW! But then again; I really don't!(for so many reasons!-too much MORE idiotic crap to deal w/ there!) Somebody SAVE ME!!! I just need to scream: "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!" Okay, I feel somewhat better now. I'm OUT! Lata, y'all!