What a GREAT half of a weekend! :-D

Well, Mark came up to visit me yesterday. It was just so nice to see him and spend some time w/ him! I never wanted it to end! :-( But I'm sure I'll see him again soon; or at least I hope so. I was just really bummed when it came time for him to leave.(It just made me realize that YES; we are quite some miles apart; but I just felt like he only lived just down the street! -Yeah; I wish! Then, I'd see him all the time.) But, I guess for now; I'll just deal w/ only seeing him. on adverage, about once a month; and just stick to the online/phone convo's everyday. :-) I just really have to look forward to next year when I transfer from here; and hopefully I'll see him more than once a month. *crosses fingers* ...Well, I'm gonna go watch some tv and attempt to get SOME sleep b/c I didn't sleep at all last nite(of course, would you if you were all alone?).

Happy Sweetest Day!

Happy Sweetest Day, everyone! Today, is a day to go out and celebrate being w/ the one you love; if you have no *special someone*, then just LOVE YOUR FRIENDS!(b/c you know they'll always be there for ya!) :-) ... "Happy Sweetest Day, Mark!" :-* I hope everyone has a wonderful day, and GREAT rest of the weekend!

I think I found my *happy point* in life!

I do believe that I've finally found my *happy point* in life! ... It's only been about 3 weeks; but, we talk everyday/have so much in common/just laugh about everything/and he's so sweet! I actually went home this past weekend, not only to see my friends; but to meet him face-to-face! He's everything I expected, and MORE!

I know this is kinda nice to think about; but for me it's scary. My mom came w/ me to meet him; and by the time the nite was over, she was already talking about having him *meet the rest of the family*. (Yeah, thas sweet!, but I don't even know him as well as I'd like to yet; so I'm hoping she keeps her mouth shut, and just doesn't say too much about it yet.)

Yes, it's nice to know that there's finally someone out there that really cares about me! (I mean, I've gone thru some real retarded relationships in my days; and I'm just scared for this one.) After all; we aren't that close in distance, and it just scares me sometimes b/c I don't know who he's w/, or what he's doing. (I mean, this could be JUST ANOTHER IDIOT RELATIONSHIP, w/ a cheater; but I really hope not! I really do like this one!) We get along so well; it's amazing!

I guess I'm just really confused right now; and have no idea what's gonna happen! I would hope that we can pursue this relationship, and just trust each other-knowing that when you wake up in the morning; you didn't get skrewed over and end up w/ YET ANOTHER broken heart. I'm just gonna cross my fingers, and hope this one works out for the best! :-)

WOW! What a crazy week!

Well, it all started when my roommates all moved in last Thursday. They decided to tell embarrassing stories about ppl from their high schools. (My mom was here for the night too.) So, they pranked this one girl, and almost ended up w/ harrasment charges by the mother who threatened to call the cops on them. CRAZY! Then, after apologizing for like an hour, everything was kool. Then, mom and I went to wal-mart to try and get an ethernet cable for me to get online. I didn't fit (computer is too old), so we went back and baught a card that needed installed in the tower. I did that, then worked for like 4 days trying to get online, but I couldn't. So, I gave up for alittle while, then I tried again today, and it worked! *YAY!* So, here I am! Online, and back in action! tty'all later!

CRAZY TIMES!

wow! my summer was soooo crazy! between working all the time, and seeing my family, and seeing all my george's, i was really busy! But now that I'm up here in Oil City, at the school library(i don't have my computer yet), I miss everyone and everything about being at home! Yeah, I'm 2 & 1/2 hrs from home, but still I don't have long distance on my apartment phone, so everytime I wanna talk to someone, I have to use my cell. Right now I'm talking to T-George (G-Unit), and just telling her how bored I am and how much I miss everyone @ home! I think college is going to be an experience for me. not sure what kind of experience just yet, but we'll find out! Well, that's all for now I guess. But I'll be back soon!

What Memories Pictures Have!

WOW! Well, Smev posted a comment on my recently new Xanga site, and linked it to a site w/ webshots pix. Some of those pix included a "special someone" from the past, but one who will ALWAYS hold a very special place in my heart. When I first looked through them, I got a bit teary-eyed, but then began to smile. I just thought of how he will always be MY bball star, and I will never, ever forget him as long as I live. Yeah, it really broke my heart to see him leave and go so far off to college, but next year, I won't be very far anymore. (He's in NY, and I'll be in Erie, PA.) So, maybe, if I get the chance to travel a bit, I'll try and find him. **plans evil plot** *lol* Aight, I have to go, but I'll be back soon, I promise! Luvs to all!

What a Night!

Last afternoon/evening was really interesting! First, I did alittle homework, then ate dinner(Beef Stroganoff-YUM!), then cleaned & packed for about an hour and a half. Then, mom came home from work. We had a very interesting chat. About prom, finals, graduation, moving, college, and even my NON-EXISTANT love life! It was a bit crazy for awhile afterwards. I got upset for all the stupid crap she wanted to know, but didn't need to know, and then she got mad b/c I was mad, and we haven't talked since! Not a big deal though, she always forgets those kinds of things, so by tonight it should be okay again. The ONE thing that really set me off more than everything else was when she asked me why I've seemed so stressed out lately. I kinda had a fit, and explained that I have A LOT on my mind right now; between school, moving, and college coming up, I've just been going through a rough time inside my head, and I'm kinda driving myself crazy about all of it. I just need time to work it all out, and clear my head. So, I then decided, that even though today is friday, and I should have fun, I'm probably just gonna lock myself in my room for the evening, and scream my head off about everything thats been going on. Well, I'm gonna go now, and I'll talk ya all on monday.
^*Luv always, Me

What a CRAZY Life!

I have sssooo many things going on right now! Between moving, packing for college, work, and school. my life is A MESS! I just have so much on my mind. I seriously wanna give someone else my brain for just one day so I don't have to think! I'm driving myself nuts over almost nothing. Smev knows what I mean, we discussed this on the phone last night. CRAZINESS!! Well, I have to go, but hopefully blog again soon.

The Ups and Downs of my near future

Okay, well I've been doing A LOT of thinking these past 2 weeks. First off, it's almost Prom time, and I WANNA GO! But b/c I'm starting to pack up all my stuff.(Not only am I going off to college in the fall, I also have to move everything that I DON'T take with me to either my grandparents or my mom's boyfriend's house - which is where she's moving to.) We have to sell our house because my mom and dad signed a paper saying that he didn't have to pay child support after we graduate high school or turn 18. (whichever happened first.) Unfortunately, we turned 18 last month, and graduate in June. So I have been, and am going to be doing a LOT more packing than everyone else I know. I mean, how many people do you actually know that have gone off to college, and have to come home in the for Christmas and the summer, but when they come home they don't have an actual HOME??? (I mean, I'll have a bed and a dresser at my gram's and mom's boyfriend's, but it's not my own room! - Fortunately I'll have my own room in my apartment up at college, but still, it's not really mine! I'm renting it! I wanna come home to MY OWN ROOM!) But I guess I'm just gonna have to face facts and wait at least 4 years (or until I have my own place) for that to happen. Well, I have to go now, but maybe I'll be back sometime soon.

Oh, and Hungry, I hope you're having fun in Florida without me! *sniffles*

BESS is down!!

*YES!* The school blocker is down today, so I can blog! Well, Hungry is now on her way to Disney today. *sniffles* Okay, Update from the February 5th post.
I got accepted into Clarion's Venango Campus as of Wednesday, March 16th. I have to get accepted as an Undecided major, and in the beginning of my 2nd year, I can get into the Nursing Program. I'M SO EXCITED!
If I don't get back anytime soon, then that means Bess is back. Then, it's all up to Hungry whenever she gets a chance to update for me. Luvs to all!

Hungry is Successful!!!

Guess who finally found the note? That's right, Hungry is here. Apparently I had the wrong s/n, but the note helped clear things up. :D For those of you who don't know, our school's internet system aka Bess has blocked www.blogger.com Therefore, Sheep can't blog. I'm blogging from home right now. Hint: what I write in purple is Hungry's comments; what I write in red is Sheep's comments. Anyway, here's what happened a long time ago.

January 15 - I have been sick with bronchial-phneomonia and was only in school for half a day on Monday and a full day on Wednesday because I had an economics final and my graduation project after school. I was out on Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday. I also ended up in the hospital from Wed. evening through Friday morning. I'm feeling much better now though. (considering it's about 2 months later :P )

January 19 - This morning, one of my best friends from first grade (not Hungry)'s grandma died of a heart attack. I'm going to miss her lots because she not only was always around, she gave me my first Bible. RIP Gramma Heckert!!

February 5 - I went to Clarion University's Vanango Campus in Oil City, PA yesterday to take my pre-admissions exam for their school of nursing. I feel really confident that I did well on it. I also LOVED the campus! It was so beautiful! And, there's only 10 days til my 18th b-day!!

Yup, thats all for now. Maybe now since I finally got in she can update more often...er...I can update more often ha ha

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

MEERY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (I guess it should just be to "you guys", b/c you're the only ones to visit me!) *lol*

To my dearest Hungry/Gramma George/Smeever/Snow Pal #1: We have a rock game tomorrow night, WOOT! I can't wait to see what you got me, considering you **planned** it all out. I will see you tomorrow night; and be expecting you at 6:30, just so I know in my head that you won't get there until 6:45! *giggles* I'll also see you at the George & Schwab Party on the 30th! That's gonna be a blast! (Don't forget your yellow pillow, b/c I'M NOT SHARING MINE! *sticks out tongue!* J/K! And then there's New Years Eve! That's gonna be fun, I don't care if I'm on my own, I'll make fun for myself! *lol* Can't wait to make more memories for Elih!

To my dearest Zahira: I've known you for quite sometime now, and we've become great friends. I wish you, Alex, and both of your families the best over holidays. One of these days Hungry and I will take a picture of ourselves at a game, staring at an empty spot next to us, wishing you were there to enjoy all the fun. (As long as Hungry doesn't mind, of course.) *smiles* Have a great holiday season, hun!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS GIRLS! <3>

OMG!

Guess who Hungry saw when she went bell ringing last Saturday, 12-12-04, SPUNKY!!! ...Then, on Friday, 12-17-04, T-George & I sat down in *our seats*, looked at the door, and saw LUNCH! Eventually, I saw Dead Guy's parents, and Coconut Tree's parents walk in, ..7 minutes later.. DEAD GUY!! **screams, has a heart attack 3 times, and then attempts to find out where he sat down** I HEART HIM SO MUCH! *smiles from ear to ear* ... Then, on 12-20-04, @ Westmoreland Mall, after stepping off the up-escalator, I saw Lookey-Likey! *more screams*

Happy Holidays Everyone!

HI!!

Wow! Sorry it's been so long, but I just haven't had the time. Not much happened until last Wednesday-Thursday. I had been teasing Hungry about not going to M.M. w/ me and going out w/ Kevin instead. JOKING! So, I had been talking to Tiffany(a former friend), and told her the story and that I was JOKING! Apparently, she told her mom about it, and her mom had some *advice* for Hungry and me. **WE DIDN'T ASK FOR ANY!** And, then she said that I said that Hungry was in a bad relationship w/ Kevin, and she needed help. NO! After that, the next day, she wrote us both a note, that seemed like a 1st grader wrote it, and tried to apologize. NO! NOT GONNA WORK! THE DAMAGE IS ALREADY DONE! *^_^* (*That is 4 stories, by the way*-JOKING!, mom, bad relationship, and 1st grade note.) CRAZY STUFF!

HAPPY BE NICE TO GINNY DAY!~!

HAPPY BE NICE TO GINNY DAY! This is a day to celebrate Ginny, when in her hard times once, she was being COMPLETELY ignored by her family, so I, *YES, I!* came up w/ a brilliant idea to give her a holiday! So as of December 5, 2002, December 6, was officially named Be Nice To Ginny Day! :)

GAME TONIGHT! **It better be more fun than Saturday!** *lol* Hungry!

Today is a day for SONGS!

*You all know Elvis, Angel, Coconut and Lookey Likey; Semi-Angel, Lunch, Donkey, and Farrat. But do you recall???? The most famous ROCK player of all?... Spunky the best ROCK player, had a very bouncy ROCK (bouncy ROCK) and if you ever saw him, you would say he was wearing socks (like dead guy). All of the other players (players) used to laugh and say he was short (like shorty) They never let poor Spunky (Spunky) run around on the court (in basketball!) Then one foggy ROCK game, Coach came to say (in his underwear) "Spunky with your skills so great, won't you help us not be late?" Then all the players loved him (loved him) as they shouted out with glee (yippey) Spunky the best ROCK player, you'll go down in history (like Cardiff!)


"* 10 Little ROCK Players" 10 little ROCK players standing in a line, Spunky fell down and then there were 9. 9 little ROCK players practicing late, Donkey fell asleep and then there were 8. 8 little ROCK players dreamt they were in heaven, Semi-Angel flew away and then there were 7. 7 little ROCK players waiting for first picks, Dead Guy was picked first and then there were 6. 6 little ROCK players learning how to drive, Farrat received his permit and then there were 5. 5 little ROCK players running towards the door, Sparky ran in the hall and then there were 4. 4 little ROCK players trying to jump over Tree, Angel was successful and then there were 3. 3 little ROCK players all wearing blue shoes, Lookey-Likey took his off and then there were 2. 2 little ROCK players looked and saw a nun, Tree got scared and then there was 1. 1 little ROCK player noticed he was done, Brother just smiled and then there were none. 0 little ROCK players, that's it, there's no more. Oh look, there they are lying on the floor!~!*

*I am stuck on my notebook 'cause it has an evil hook! (sings to band-aid brand tune)*

"I have 2 nickels, I have 2 nickels, I have 2 nickels today, tay day! A boo-wang bee-biggle, do-wang dee-diggle. I have 2 nickels today, tay day!~!*

*Little Dead Guy Bunny, hoppin' thru the hallways, scoopin' up all the ROCKS and throwin' them at people!. . .*

*Rock is cool. Rock is played in our school. Rock is the best! When it comes to **our Rock** games don't be a pest! Rock players are the best!*

Okay, I'm done w/ the songs! They're ALL gonna be in my head now!

Powderpuff & All That Jazz...

WOW! What a night! First, we get out there, get a touchdown, and then a few more, then we switched offenses. Let's just say, that the second offense was good at not letting the defense get the the girl w/ the ball. GOOD! Then, our defense went out for the second time. GOOD! ...halftime... Now the third offensive switch was not so good. We would get the ball and go BACKWARD! WHY??? **no idea** Then our defensive linewomen were NOT pushing back, so they got like 3 touchdowns in a matter of about 7 minutes! Then, There were *substitutes* for the **good** players to go in. (If they were so good, how's come we went BACKWARDS w/ the ball???) Then, *THE BEAST* got into it w/ some Junior, and got herself kicked outta the game, but IT NEEDED TO HAPPEN! By that time, (3rd quarter) the score was 49-18, Juniors. And, YES, you guessed it, we did NOTHING to help ourselves do better in the last quarter of the game! Um, HELLO?!, but do the words, "OFFENSE SUCKS RIGHT NOW" mean anything to our QB? NO! B/c there was NO change in the O line the rest of the game, so YES, we lost! HORRIBLY! (& the sad part is, WE COULD'VE WON! BUT SOME PEOPLE DON'T BELIEVE IN LINE CHANGES! Especially changes that'll take away a fast person who's *playing* a guard to put in a REAL guard to block so we could MAYBE get somewhere?!) I THINK NOT!~!

Oh yeah, and we did it all for our coaches! WE LOVE YOU, Mr. Matt, Mr. Frioni, and Mr. DeCecco!~! THANKS FOR ALL THE FUN TIMES AND MEMORIES!~!

Btw, we organized a Sped Game @ my place, for anyone who was on the sidelines, but SHOULD'VE been playing, when they were REPLACED! (which was pretty much EVERYONE ON THE SIDELINES!) **Kick-off starts in my pool! Forget the cover, just open the pool back up!** *lol*

Oh, and I FINALLY met the famous *KEVIN*!~! (I a way. He said "hi!" to me.) Hungry, he seems really nice. (sorry, but this MUST be said!!...) He sorta resembles your brother. I just hope I can actually have a conversation w/ him someday to really know what he's like.

HAPPY TURKEY DAY EVERYONE! :* )

Another weekend in the life of Sheep

Well, after making all the funeral arrangements, and having the viewing at Lanigan's in Turtle Creek, the Catholic ceremony at a church down the street from there, and the burial The Turtle Creek Cemetary for Catholics w/ a 21-gun salute b/c he was a Marine; my weekend was pretty much shot! The salute is really what shocked everybody, b/c a gun was the last thing he heard before he died. The other unusual thing was that there was some guy at the viewing Friday nite, and Saturday, at the burial, taking pictures on a digital camera. He was only 3 people to the left of my Aunt Sharon (Eugene's mother), and 2 people in front of me; and NO ONE knew who he was! So we turned him into the Turtle Creek Police Dept so they could investigate. The good thing was the Marine Sargeant gave both my aunt Sharon & uncle Jim a flag to honor their son, and one to his ex-wife to keep for their daughter when she gets older to honor & remember her daddy.
Saturday was also significant for another reason, as well. It was my uncle Gene's birthday. He would've been 47. He, as well, was a Marine. He was murdered on August 2, 1980, by being stabbed 19 times in the chest in front of his Adamsburg trailer, where he and his wife Julie, had lived. Julie divorced my uncle only 6 days after he had died. She now has been married to some Hooke guy for awhile, and they have a daughter who is 2 yrs younger than me, and goes to my school! *lol* The funny thing about that is, she has no idea that we should be cousins, & she doesn't even know that her mom was married before her father! She doesn't talk to me, but she does know my name b/c she's friends w/ 1 of my childhood friends.

What a Day!

**This all happenened YESTERDAY!** Wow! First, I remembered it was report card day; no big deal though, b/c I got good grades! ...Then, at about 5:45 a.m., my grandmother calls and says that cousin Eugene had died the night before! He died after a domestic dispute w/ his ex, and she ran down the street to a bar for help. When the police got there, he shot the one officer in the hip, and then in the stomach. The other police officers fired back, killing my cousin, Eugene Aeillo. The viewing is tonight from 7-9; tomorrow 2-4, and 7-9; and the funeral is Saturday morning @ 10 a.m. ... Then, I find out that my Powderpuff coach is suspended, and my be getting fired for "sexual harrasment". ... But when I got home from the Powderpuff scrimage against the Freshman @ 5 p.m., I found out that my brother had not only made Honor Roll for the first time, he had gotten accepted to Clarion University, in Clarion, Pa!

My Weekend!...

What a weekend!
On Saturday,I got up @ 5 a.m. & went to work @ McD's. Tiffany had an interview @ 11, and got hired, all b/c of me! (J/K!) *Congrats Tiff* Then, @ 2:30, I went home, took a 3 hour nap, got up, ate dinner, took a shower, & went the the Halloween Dance w/ Tricia. Who was I dressed up as, you say? I went as MYSELF! Afterwards, we went to DQ to see Ken-ra!, & got a Brownie Batter & M&M blizzards. Once I got home @ about 10:30, I set all my clocks back & went to bed @ 11:30.
On Sunday, i got up @ 4:30a.m., took a shower, & went to work, AGAIN, until 2:30 p.m.. Once I got home @ 2:45, I got a quick shower & got ready to go w/ Hungry to go see "SHARK TALE". "You dumb, dumb, dumby head!" *roflmao* **Coming in Summer of 2005: "Madagaskar!"** After Shark Tale, we went to Nin's, and Hungry got her own little trick-or-treat bag w/ a cookie!
Once all the kids' had come & gone(by 7 p.m.), I went to visit Ginny's family & my "neice" Penny(the dog)! She, of course had a mussel on. I knew that she missed me like crazy though, b/c no sooner did I walk through the door, then she pushed me back out again by jumping on me!
POWDERPUFF: Mondays & Wednesdays, after school, from 3-5! The game is November 24, 2004, approximately around 7:30 p.m., or later. COME SUPPORT THE NORWIN SENIOR POWDERPUFF TEAM! :eyepatch: